Well this weekend was a good one surprising. Of course it has its ups and downs. Well on Friday i woke up feeling like shit everything hurt so i took medicine. Than my boyfriend came over to pick me up to go to school he slept while we waited for my mom to cook food. So we were going fishing on after school on friday night so than he is like oh u staying at my house right….i was like um ok. I was shocked cuz last itme i heard he was suppose to help his cousin with something. So when we went fishing his lil sis came with us and i was cutting shrimp and i was like im a good cutter (as a joke) and his lil sis was like well ya if you cut yourself all the time. I asked her who said that and she said julio and i looked at him and he was like oh thats not true. I got upset cuz my boyfriend likes to tell his family every little fucking problem and i don’t i like to keep my private things to myself cuz ppl only critize others all the time. so i was upset and he noticed and was like oh i never said that ok fine. Well saturday was actually fun spend the whole day inside sleeping and with each other and talking. :tongue:so then he came to drop me off at home and his lil sis was with his cousin and she was texing him telling him that his cousin said he doesn’t hang with him anymore. i was like oh u going to blame me for that? he said no it has nothing to do with you. ok whatever. well im home and i hate it my family all they do is scream from the moment they wake up to they go to sleep.i couldn’t sleep last night i had a nightmare i just couldn’t sleep. My b/f thinks im pregnant again….i dont think so. I’m pissed off cuz my stepfather owe me $650 and he won’t pay me. He bought my lil brother an x-box 360 and $118 shoes but he can’t pay me. I have no car or job and i need the money to pay my bills. my mom took the money that they gave me for the insurance for the car that was in an accident and wasted. I hate my home life i don’t want to live here. oh well im stuck:sad: