i am kinda pissed…i wrote a funny story blog earlier today to try and lighten everyones mood  and come to find it is missing along w the comments…..know wht cause ther where "hostile"  blogs deleted and mine must of been mixed up in all of it….i will write it again when i have the time but what the frig….i have nothing to do wuth anything neg here yet i manage to get sucked down!!!!aggrivating to say the least…whatever i know the moderater probably did it by accident when deleting others but should that really be nessesary????   i am disappointed cause my goal here was to grow stronger and it really stinks now…i guess in all conflicts there is casualties but i seriuosly have nothing to do with anything and i am really not interrested…i have problems and triggers and issues that is why i am here i definatliy don’t have the brain powers to worry about anything else…i wish whatever the deal is would resolve it self cause i was excited to share my story and looked forward to any comments…yes i have a lot of other things in my life that make me happy but  this is the first social networking site i have ever been part of  and i get excited to interact w people  who are new  and interesting and who don’t just know me as "suezy homemaker"  but a person…one who had a funny story to tell  but it is never the same the second time…it lost its humor…drama sucked the funny out of my funny….o well i will live…i am not whining i am asking that what ever it is that goes on   between who ever  please  try not to make it effect the rest of us  Thanks