Can anyone see, can anyone hear, does anyone know of the demons that hide behind my eyes. Is their someone out there that can save me and see that the demons rule my life, will i have to yell for help in silence for the rest of my life will i have to harm myself just to feel something forever or can someone hear what the demons say to me can you hear them call me or is it just me am i crazy, ¨your crazy¨ the demons are right about every thing maybe my depression is right that no one cares about me i mean why would they if i can’t even care of them i’m scared that my thoughts of death will come true i mean i’m not scared of death i’m scared to live but yet i’m still scared of death i just want some one to save me or dose no one want to wast their time on me cuz i know i’m a broken mess i’m a broken glass cup that someone tried to fix but i still can’t me used cuz every time they put water in me it just all falls out cuz i’m still broken i’m not fixed i just got some tape holing me together so does any know how i feel about these demons or am i to deal with this all alone.
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