i dont understand how being me wanting to be closer to my bio father is a bad thing he ffrickin has his life together not every body is fricking perfect its been 17 years and i have to fucking sneak around to fucking stay in contact with me my fucking siblings claim they wanna fucking know me and get close but obviously not how tf are you gonna say that u wanna get closer but wont fucking text me cuz they too busy taking care of kids. if u love someone u would make time to fucking talk to them. my bio dad is the only reason y im fucking alive rn because i want to meet him in person because he has been a better than the one who adopted me like im not gonna fucking let them talk shit about my dad just because they had to give me up to dhs thats my mothers fault for being a frickin drug addict like tf. im glad my bio dad frickin got remarried because his wife is a better one than the frickin first if i could be able to actually succeed in running away i gladly would and my last name is not fucking foster its alcorn the name i got when i was born  and plus i got named after him his name is sedrick my name is sedriana and everybody calls him sed and everybody calls me sed so im fucking done