As I sit upon the dark of night even as the sun is arising.
The darkness is slowly eating me alive in the inside.
My demons like to play games with my mind so I can´t tell the difference between whats real and whats not real, it’s all just so fake but it all seems so real as well.
My anxiety tell´s me things like i´m not real or what if, or how could I do this to myself i can’t tell if it´s all a lie or if it´s the truth.
Is this a nightmare or is this my real life are all the monsters i see a dream or can others see them am i the crazy one or am i just asleep.
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I’m in the room with u.tara7048.
what do mean by that
Thank you for sharing your feelings. What you are experiencing sounds extremely upsetting and confusing. I am sorry that you are having these feelings. I wanted to let you know that you are not alone and that this community is here to support and uplift you. Know that you are loved and valued and it takes great courage to display the vulnerability you have displayed here.