I\’m going through a lot just need someone to talk to. I have really bad anxiety so I became homeschool. I lost touch of all my friends. I\’m 16 years old I\’m supposed to be going out and having fun with friends. Instead I have a hard time breathing just thinking about leaving the house. It makes me angry knowing all the worrying scared all of it is in my head and there is still nothing I can do. I want to get a job make my own money hang with the kids my age talk about gossip do normal things. I’m so mad and angry all the time that it has caused me to hurt the people I love and had to distance myself from people that I want in my life. I say things I don’t mean. I quit talking and hanging out with my best friend of 7 years because I didn’t want to hurt her. I don’t post on social media accounts anymore cuz I don’t want people asking to hang out. My animals  nephew and niece  are the only thing  that gives me out of bed in the mornings . I feel stupid for not being able to leave the house without having panic attacks. I’m sick of hurting people that care about me. I have so many problems going on in my life then on top of it I have this anxiety  controlling me . I feel so lost and empty  I just want to be normal .  This anxiety is holding me back from living my life. I just want to lay in bed all day everyday and give up.\’m at my ending point I don\’t know what to do.. I don’t have anyone to talk to about anything I just need someone…