So I'm back to blogging again. Knew I'd need this site again when I moved to university.
For those of you who don't know, I'm at uni now – which is great. Kind of. Lectures and class are good and its nice to be out of the town I grew up in. Don't get me wrong, it's ok there. I think I might go back on the weekend, but this is the next stage of my life and all that.
I guess I should be proud of myself in a way. I mean, living away from home for two weeks and I haven't yet been reduced to a pile of mush. Still functioning. But with so many people in a short space of time and with everything that happened this summer ( a member of myclose family had to have surgery…:/) I have been finding it a bit hard to get my head around.
It's an odd one. I keep thinking its all going to endlike some kind of holiday camp and I'll go back to living at home again.
I have had numerous visitors this weekend. I guess that might have had something to do with my strange state of being at the moment. That and the copious amounts of alcohol being consumed in my flat…not by me, I hasten to add. I have been told to be careful with this what with alcohol I drink what with the whole alcohol being a depressant thing.
I guess this is homesickness. Kind of. I miss my quasi boyfriend (that's the other thing. I'll write a paragraph about that afterwards I guess…) I miss my friends at home, who I have known for years and suddenly moved away from, and I miss my family.
Then there's the whole quasi boyfriend thing. I really really like this guy. I genuinely think there is a…connection there, we're almost like two sides of the same coin or something,and we have been friends for a while, and have started dating. But sometimes I don't understand …the boundaries and lines of our relationship I guess which hasn't really helped in this period of transition. He came to visit yesterday though, which was nice.
I live in a flat with like, 20 people and it's good on one hand, because you get a decent mixture of people and stuff. But its odd because groups of friends haven't really been made yet, I think. And I think there are a few characters that worry a lot, like me. Which is a funny one.
I suppose I just need to make a list of these things and just like…sort them out one by one?
The fact that I have to move GP's isn't helping either. That's stressful, because I liked my GP at home and she was a real help over this summer and I'm not sure what's going to happen when I have my appointment with this new dude.
Gah. Sorting things out is difficult. But I managed to finish a blog 🙂 That's good 😀