yes i am sorry, i am sorry i am a flake, i am sorry that i listen to bad music too much, i am sorry that i didn't make it in your eyes. i am sorry i didn't like okolama as much as you did, i am sorry that i am a hack writer and can't spell, i am sorry for being a jerk, i am sorry for getting "to comfortable", i am sorry for late night drunken dialing, i am sorry you think that i treat everyone like shit . i am sorry that i am sick, i am sorry you don't believe me, i am sorry that i like to smoke pot , i am sorry for being a bad guy, i am sorry stevie wonders isn't as good as he used to be, i am sorry for being a sap, i am sorry for being crazy about things, i am sorry that i am different than you and don't fit in, i am sorry for being an embarassment to you, i am sorry that it didn't work out, i am sorry that i wanted my marrage to work out, i am sorry that i wanted more, i am sorry that it never seemed like it was enough, i am sorry that i cared so much, i am sorry that i bet it all on red instead of black, i am sorry that i go with my gut or follow my heart instead of thinking everything out, i am sorry that i am still typing this, i am sorry that i have bad dreams at night, i am sorry that i am selfish and stupid, i am sorry that i just want everything to be allright, i am sorry that it would drive me crazy if everything is allright, i am sorry that i still miss things from the past, i am sorry that i don't just get over it, i am sorry that i forgot what my point was, i am sorry that i think that is funny and you don't, i am sorry that i told you what was really in my head, i am sorry theres is so much more to say and that there is not enough sorry's in the world to change it all. i am sorry that you don't even recognize me when you look at me. i am sorry that i couldn't change enough for the better. i am sorry that i let them all be right about me. i am sorry that i stopped fighting and gave in, but mostly though i am sorry that i will not get to talk to you again…….
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