I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN A REALLY LONG TIME BECAUSE MY TIME HAS BEEN CONSUMNED WITH MY DAD HE WAS REALLY SICK AND WE COULDNT FIGURE OUT WHY WE THOUGHT IT WAS THE COPD OR MAYBE THE DIABETES HE WAS BARELY ON OXYGEN FOR A YEAR WE TOOK HIM TO THE HOSPITAL 2 TIMES AND THEY NEVER SAID NOTHING THEY RUN TONS OF TEST AND STILL SAID NOTHING MY DAD GOT WHERE HE COULDNT EAT SLEEP NOTHING SO WHEN THE DR SAID THERE REALLY WASNT NOTHING WRONG WITH HIM WE ASSUMED THAT HE WAS OK HE WAS JUST BEING A WHINNY PERSON THEN ON AUGUST 8TH AT 8:00 HE SAID HE NEEDED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL HE COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND ASKED ALL DAY LONG COULD ME AND MY TWO BROTHERS AND MY SISTER COME AND SIT WITH HIM HE NEEDED US BUT ONCE AGAIN MY FAMILY NEVER THINKS ANYTHING ABOUT THAT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DO U THINK THEY DID WELL NO THEY DIDNT, SO WE GET MY DAD TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY COULDNT GET HIS BLOOD PRESSURE AT ALL SO THEY RUSHED HIM TO THE BACK OF THE ER AND DIDNT LET US BACK THERE ME MY MOM AND HUSBAND WERE TERRIFIED WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING SO THEY LET MY MOM GO TO THE BACK AND SHE COMES OUT THERE TO ME WHICH SEEMS LIKE FOREVER AND TAKES ME OUTSIDE AND SHE TELLS ME THAT HE HAS PANCREATIC CANCER AND ITS TERMINAL HE WOULDNT HAVE MORE THAN A COUPLE OF HOURS TO MAKE IT IF THAT SO ALL THAT TIME THEY COULD HAVE PREPARED US OF WHAT WAS TO COME AND THEY DIDNT DO IT MY DAD PASSED AWAY ON AUG 9TH AT 3;47AM. LOVE EVERYONE THAT IS AROUND YOU AND HOLD THEM CLOSE BECAUSE ONE DAY WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT THEY WILL BE GONE BE BLESSED. LIVE, LAUGH, AND LOVE..