I AM TRIGGERED BY MY LONLINESS
ACROSS THE STREET THERE'S A BAR
AND A BEER
TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN
MY RESTLESSNESS
IS TELLING ME WHAT TO DO
WHEN IT SAYS…
" CALL SOME MAN FOR
A TEMPORARY
FIXATION "
CHANCES ARE HE WOULDN'T CALL BACK
AND I KNOW…
I WOULD SIT ALONE AT THE BAR
WITH THE SAME OLD FAINT SEXUAL REMARKS
WHISPERED IN THE BACKGROUND
CHANCES ARE I'D LOSE CONTROL
AND FIND MYSELF STUMBLING HOME
IN SOME VAIN CHALLENGE TO FIND THE SIDEWALK
AND I WOULD CRY FOR HOURS
IN MY APARTMENT …
SEARCHING FOR BOBBYS GHOST
WHEN
I
MYSELF…
LAID IT TO REST
CHANCES ARE… GOD WILL GIVE ME
THE STRENGTH NOT TO
MAKE THIS MISTAKE AGAIN.
KINDRA CONNELL!