Current mood: hungover Category: Dreams and the Supernatural dreaming in color i swear i dream in color. i remember the aquamarine and metallic silver of the terrible nightmare of my childhood last week that abruptly caused me to awaken with tears of titanium white streaking down my cheeks. for days after i had bits of burnt umber in the back of my mind. and i lay awake in complete values of grey scared to return to those memories. i swear i dream in color. i often fly on turquois currents that take me above fields of magenta and aquamarine streams and bring me gently back to a ground of cobalt and ochre . and i know that i\’m not imagining it, for i awake with traces of yellow in my mind and i wipe violet from my eyes and can taste blue in my mouth mixed with a lil bit of orange that lingers until noon. |
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Primary Physician Prejudice
Louie, , HIV or Aids, 0
Does my doctor hate me? I used to dread going to my regular doctor's office because I hated to...
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Fearless
lisa218, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Grief, Relationships, Therapist, 0
Fearless I am at home. Fear is the stranger here. -A Course in Miracles In the film Fearless, Jeff...
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Which Cartoon Character Are You Like
LoriB, , HIV or Aids, Child, Personality Disorder, Questions, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Weight Loss, 1
I am Sponge Bob Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what...
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Dear Diary…life hates me again
ChelseaH, , Anxiety, Depression, HIV or Aids, LGBT, Teens, Career, Grief, 4
It has been 13 days since I got away, got tested, got on PEP or anti-HIV meds and well,...
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Secrets lies and hidden truths
Apple71, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Child, 0
Well guys for the most part I am pretty open about my hiv status but havent told part of...
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Drugs
mattmic, , HIV or Aids, Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Medication, PTSD, Stress, Therapist, Therapy, 1
I was just curious as to the use of pharmaceuticals, legal and illegal of tribe members. I used to...
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A Heartfelt Thank You
Loki, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Sleep Disorders, 0
Dear friends, revcently I posted a very long blog in which I pretty much spilled my guts about some...
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SUCCESS AT LAST!!! Navy gives in and grants lifetime care to woman infected b/c medical mistake
richelle19_80, , HIV or Aids, 0
FINALLY SOME GOOD NEWS!!!!!!! I received a phone call from the Surgeon General of the Navy, Admiral Robinson. He...