I can’t do it anymore. My chest is always tight, my family is miserable, and I have my anxiety always getting in the way!!!! I can’t even get a contact in my eye with getting frustrated then crying or just crying!!! This is outrages!!!! I don’t understand how having 13 years of my life be beat down so much that I am socially awkward and I can’t even do anything about it!!!! I try going out of my convert zone but then I can’t!! I can’t talk in front of people if I don’t practice what I say!! Even then I still struggle!! I don’t make the best friends!! I end op in bad relationships!!! I can’t tell people my problems!! For crying out loud I couldn’t tell my mother my MOM about what was stressing me out!!! I am a kind, nice, caring person and people come to me if their is a problem or if the are stress but they don’t think that I have a life and I have stuff wrong with me!!! I stopped telling people stuff when one of my friends told a counselor that I was telling her(my friend) to much!! So then I stopped!! That is when I came here to the tribe and I just now how people can go on in life!!! I just want friends that will be their!! No stress!!! No worries!! And for crying out loud someone that will just be their for me when I need them!! Someone I can depend on!!!
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Ugh, just go away!
x10122007, , Depression, Chronic Pain, Relationships, Stress, 1
I’m feeling a little better than I did earlier, at least emotionally. The physical pain, though, has worsened. I...
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Anger all around.
DaisyDame222, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Wellness Tips, Anger, Child, Questions, 1
What is going on? A phrase I often repeat to myself. At this time I live at home. Yes,...
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The Story – Edited for Time and Length
Normalityrelief, , Anxiety, Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Autism, Career, Depression, PTSD, Weight Loss, 0
This was hard to write. Not because it’s personal – I’ve been comfortable sharing more than people want all...
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Alone
punk, , Depression, 1
Songwriters: JOEL, BILLY It's nine o'clock on a SaturdayThe Regular crowd shuffles inThere's an old man sitting next to...
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Marriage, Weddings and Family
Samie, , Anxiety, Depression, Child, Self Esteem, Stress, Weight Loss, 0
I like the mirrors in my home because they are the only ones that don’t tell me what everyone...
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Doing Much Better Today
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anxiety, Autism, Career, Child, Depression, OCD, Parenting, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapist, Weight Loss, 1
Just when I thought I'd be calling the doctor this morning or going to a walk-in clinic, poof! I'm...
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The marathon test TAKE IT!!!
Alucard, , Depression, Career, 0
Q1: IF YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE IT TO? A: Edward valentine Q2: IF YOU...
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Secrets die with me
Poisontongue, , Depression, Medication, Personality Disorder, Questions, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, Therapy, 0
The counseling services here have rather inconvenient hours. They're open from 8AM-5PM on weekdays only. And since most classes...
If you do not have one, I suggest getting a counselor for yourself.
I understand how you feel!
Hey girl, I don’t know you personally but if you ever need a friend to talk to about anything .. and I know I’m not your first choice to go to but if you need someone I’ll be there for you