I can’t do it anymore. My chest is always tight, my family is miserable, and I have my anxiety always getting in the way!!!! I can’t even get a contact in my eye with getting frustrated then crying or just crying!!! This is outrages!!!! I don’t understand how having 13 years of my life be beat down so much that I am socially awkward and I can’t even do anything about it!!!! I try going out of my convert zone but then I can’t!! I can’t talk in front of people if I don’t practice what I say!! Even then I still struggle!! I don’t make the best friends!! I end op in bad relationships!!! I can’t tell people my problems!! For crying out loud I couldn’t tell my mother my MOM about what was stressing me out!!! I am a kind, nice, caring person and people come to me if their is a problem or if the are stress but they don’t think that I have a life and I have stuff wrong with me!!! I stopped telling people stuff when one of my friends told a counselor that I was telling her(my friend) to much!! So then I stopped!! That is when I came here to the tribe and I just now how people can go on in life!!! I just want friends that will be their!! No stress!!! No worries!! And for crying out loud someone that will just be their for me when I need them!! Someone I can depend on!!!