Struggling…damn it, indecisiveness and uncertainty…stopped me from getting to Panera Bread before it closes at 9 like I wanted to do….
What do I do first? What do I do second? What do I do third?….
I wish I never knew Alison ever existed, just do like a total Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind memory wipe of her from my brain…I can say that on here because no one knows who I’m talking about; can’t say that on my Facebook account that I hope I never go back to…
What do I do first? What do I do second? What do I do third?(I know, I already asked. Am asking again)…uncertainty, indecisiveness, anxiety, and once again, fear–because that’s what I say it is more than anything, fear–wins the day over me again…
#WastedDay
Oh, and one more thing: WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS?(Okay, I hope that\\\’s 300 words now).(Okay, they tell me it\’s not. Will whomever ruined this once great site with the redesigning and elimination of everyone\’s beautiful and unique profile pages at least tell me WHY DO THE DAMN BLOGS HAVE TO BE A MINIMUM 300 WORDS???? HOW INCREDIBLY STUPID IS THAT??? WHAT, IS THIS AN ESSAY ASSIGNMENT REQUIREMENT FROM OUR GRAMMAR SCHOOL TEACHERS(\”the topic is to be on such and such, and the essay is to be a minimum 300 words in length\”)?!? Ridiculous! Fix that at least if you\’re going to ruin everything else on here, please! Okay, so you want me to ask it like 300 times so I can be done with this??? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE 300 WORDS?