Hello my name is Sayo

As I sit here in my bed writing this today I hope for no judgement in this world. I’m beginning to realise how my existence is making other people feel hurt in life, even the one I love and adore the most. I’ve always knew this, I just never really took notice of it much because I knew if I did I would just make things worst wouldn’t I? People tell me I’m annoying, I get them frustrated, I make them cry, hell I can’t even make my favourite person happy and it makes me worry, I worry so much to the point I scratch at my skin, which I know is wrong but yet feels right. I’m not looking for pity all I’m hoping for is someone who shares the same feelings because I’m tired of sitting here everyday worrying, it hurts.