This morning, as always while I am putting on my face, I check my messages , email ect. Well I have been leaving messages on my youngest daughters Kara, myspace page for last couple months, We have not seen one another since she was 7, she is now 19. I will tell you more as to why when I have time, okay. Just put it this way after my divorce, by time my ex was done emotionally abusing me , I was a mess. Emotionally a wreck so I let her stay living with him.

 Anyways , before I lose track. Well, I heard from her this morning! We talked last december, and I really thought then we were on the way to reuniting. But I never heard from her again so I put it in gods hands. She messaged me saying she is now ready to talk to me, and also needs my help with something, she even headed it mommy.

 Is there hope for us!? I do not know what type of person my daughter has grown up to be, It was after I had to leave maine to come home to washington , because my ex was trying to mentally mess with me, using her as a pawn to get sex and I just could not take it anymore. I came home and shortly relapsed into meth and stayed deep in addicition till 22 months ago.

 That was in 1995.. But what I am thinking is I am so HAPPY, to have this hope, but then a part of me wonders what it is she needs help on, is she trying to get something besides my love , as her mom.

 I love her, and I am praying on this. I feel in GODS time, we will be given the chance to rebuild  , as Mom and Daughter, is this the time??

 But I will always have HOPE!

 say a prayer for us, I have been waiting for this day for many years!

          Have good day,