Long story cut short : basically i used to date this guy (silly school thing) years ago, well when i found out he's now agrophobic and hadn't been out of the house for a year i felt an urge to help him, i saw him a couple of times..first time i saw him he gave me the biggest hug and a peck on the lips like we'd never been parted and he said 'finallyyy' that made me so emotional that bit. So yeah after seeing him a few more times he's slowly gotten braver, he passed his driving test around the same time as me, and was too afraid to put it into practise, so a few weeks ago we went for a short drive up his road, down a close, turned around and went back inside..A week or so later he text me saying he'd just done the same route with his sister as a passenger 4 times! i felt so proud. I like him as a friend..And then he declared his love for me..And he will NOT stop saying it, he keeps saying things like 'i don't know what i'd do if i lost you', 'i can't go on if your not by my side' etc, now this scared me – with my previous negative contact with men i was too scared to get attached. At some silly moment i dont know why he'd slipped £15 into my back pocket and later got a text to say 'spending money' for condoms. This scared the crap out of me!! I didn't visit him for a few weeks after that, and when i did i didn't get out of the car, i just parked up infront of his parents house and let him sit in the passenger seat for a while. He kept asking if i'd done 'our shopping yet' i got so fed up with him asking i just bought some! And when i took them to him he pushed me into his room and took my trousers off 🙁 here we go again. Since then he's been so clingy, i hate to say it but he was a rebound! I was so heartbroken after stuart, the attention was flattering, he calls me hot, fit, pretty..he accepts my self harm etc. I can talk to him about most stuff, Just don't want him in that way….But i'm too much of a coward to say ' i can't love you back' in fear he'd try and kill himself or something, his mum is greatful that i visit him. I'd feel like i'd be letting down everyone..I haven't seen him in about 2 weeks..And i've not had a period since, so i'm getting abit worried..I don't want to see him again until i feel safe. But everyday he texts and messages me on my iphone app, telling me to come over 'i've got a suprise for u' etc..

i don't know what to do..What a mess, i just wanted to help him, should never of got involved 🙁