So, In recent events of tonight. Just got into fight with my dad about a situation, and he was being a total ass all day anyway.

So to back-track to earlier today, Dad's been in a bad mood all day basically because of his situation. and it was just…ugh….

Then I also had to deal with mom, and mop up her problem and her with her rants about this and that, I'm not even going to into details at this point.

I had a panic attack later today from having to be the one to 'fix' everyone else's problems, I took three Valium, two Oxycontin, and a morphine and just knocked me out til about 10pm.

Then, when I woke up and went on FB I saw this picture (the one at the bottom of the page) and I can't believe someone would make this as a joke, It triggered me and I ended up cutting, deep all over my thighs.

How can people make lightly of things like cutting, or anxiety, or other disorders and problems people have? I just can't stand people, Another reason I love being with animals so much better.

Also, on my last blog entry thanks for those comments, but I still honestly can't see it or why anyone would feel that way, But I'm grateful you took the time to says something about it.

Also, On the griffon subject, Maddie said that I should just confess to him to get it over with, since she did that with a boy last year, and event though he didn't return her feelings, it made her feel better just knowing and be able to move on…thus meeting alex, which she's been dating for about three months now…again envy.

Anyway, I just don't think I can do that. I can't even handle talking to people online properly, How the HELL can I confess to someone? Besides, I know the outcome, and I'd just be an idiot, and laughed at for it and ugh-

It's better for someone like me to just be left alone.

I guess that's it for now, I have a headache forming just because of this.

Found this picture on FB btw, and it just really triggered me and pissed me off, how can this be a joke? how is it funny? (btw, Claire's doesn't really sell this, it's part of the 'joke' of the person whoever made this…I hate people…)