Hello Peeople! I've been going through some stuff lately. I had to get my medication straightened out and took some time for myself over the past few weeks. But I'm feeling a lot better. I got my medication and have been spending a lot of time reading my Bible and praying and spending time with family and friends. God has been working on me and I'm excited to see what he has in store for my life! I pray that all of you are doing great and I'm sorry if I have not been here for you, but I'm doing my best. Let me know if you need to talk. I miss and love you all!! I'm doing good. Please don't worry about me. God has worked out everything in my life and sometimes I just need to spend less time online and more time with doing the things that God has called me to do. I've very active in my home church that I have been attending for the past 25 years. I've been learning how to play the guitar and I am prayin about trying out for my chruches worship team in the next 1-2 years. God is working on my confidence level and has been shaking up my life a little but its a good thing. I've been trying to get past my fearof anything positive and it overwhelms me at times. God has been healing my mind and loving on me in ways that I never thought possible. Living for Jesus is amazing!! I'm constantly being challenged in my faith and its been awesome and such a blessing as I grow closer to the Lord. My parents are so patient with me and always praying for me and with me. I may feel overwhelmed with a lot of changes but its all about taking baby steps and trusting the Lord in every step. Because I was created for God's purpose, and to glorify God and to share the gospel. My faith gets stronger everyday and I love my sweet Savior! Maybe you don't understand this faith that I have but keep reading my words and you will see that its all about a living relationship with my Savior. He's not another teacher. He's the only true way! He created you and I with an empty void that only Christ can fill. I have accepted him into my heart and I know where I am going when I die one day. I'm not afraid. I'm here for any of you even if you don't want to talk about Jesus. Be encouraged and never cave into your negative thoughts. Depression should not define who you are. I used to let it define me and now that I have a living relationship I am letting go of my depressed thoughts and its a constant battle but the battle and victory belongs to my Savior!