Its a long story, I'll give you the brief intro. I have been seeing a girl for the past 3 weeks. We have feelings for each other, we really love our time together, just listening to music and being together, its a two humans and the cosmos kinda feeling.

About four weeks before she met me, she also met another guy, She liked him but he was (and still isn't) interested in her. He has been running after another girl for months. Thats the short story leading up to this:

She is moving into the house he lives in and sharing a bed(room) with him. Granted she and I aren't dating, but it still hurts like hell. I don't know if we would have ever worked out, but I'm the kind of person to follow my heart.

This girl is also the reason I am on this site. She was unaware of her situation because her ex-bf neglected to mention he had cheated on her with a girl with HIV. She only found out after we had already slept together.

I'm not sure what else I can really say, I'm just hurting like hell right now and I don't know how to deal with it. I thought that something like this would have brought us closer, kind of like 'lets be alone in the world together.' But no I have lost her.

Anyway, I need to wrap up the emofest. Here is my current songlist and an anime caricature of her.


Death Cab for Cutie: I Will Follow You Into The Dark

Toad the Wet Sprocket: All I Want

311: Love Song

Mazzy Star: Fade Into You

Death Cab for Cutie: Someday You Will Be Loved

Vertical Horizon: Everything You Want

Incubus: I Miss You

Staind: Everything Changes

Hootie and the Blowfish: I Only Wanna Be With You

Bush: Glycerine

REM: Everybody Hurts

Frente: Every Time I See You Falling

Lifehouse: Hanging By A Moment

Tonic: If You Could Only See

Elton John: Believe

Duran Duran: Come Undone

Death Cab for Cutie: I Will Possess Your Heart

Three Days Grace: Over and Over

Ashes Divide: Forever Can Be

Death Cab for Cutie: Brothers On A Hotel Bed

Toadies: Possum Kingdom

Eric Clapton: Tears In Heaven

Gin Blossoms: Till I Hear It From You

Staind: It's Been A While

A Perfect Circle: Imagine (yes, the remake of the John Lennon classic)

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By djlang85 at 2007-03-21





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