So I managed to get to class today, only to do about an hour to an hour and a half worth of work and throughout that hour while everyone was getting into their practicals and mixing chemicals I was sat there writting something out for the third time. Oh, and I was right, the teacher did ask me why I was always so late. I felt like I was going to cry, haha how silly was that? xD I was like "Well I have OCD so I can never stop washing my hands and then I miss the train…." and his face changed SO dramatically and some girl called Sian overheard over conversation so it's fun now being officially the craziest person in the college. Absolutly amazing.
Now my teacher won't stop watching me when I do my work either. He kept looking over my shoulder and it made me panic and he was watching as I refused to touch the table, oh man everyone must think I'm crazy, just so crazy! I hated it when I was on the train too because I was so late, I kept thinking something bad will happen because I'm late, late, late, late and I don't know anymore. I've got work for another Science teacher to do but that includes doing things in groups of three so I don't know how to explain to him that I literally can't do it. Maybe he already knows, I mean teachers talk don't they? Talk, talk, talk, talk and like to gossip about the crazy people in their lesson. I'm just surprised he didn't actually say to me something like "Well stop washing your hands," or "You need to see someone," he just looked really shocked but I don't know, maybe he understands but I doubt I'll have anyone to talk to in real life about it. I'll just be the college crazy mental student that has to put all her thoughts into a blog on the internet.
On another note my hands are seriously dry today. Like horribly dry. I can't stretch them properly and they're really red and is it crazy I've been considering wearing plastic gloves wherever I go or bleaching my hands?
Jeez I'm thinking of bleaching my hands…. How mental xD
Sorry for this rant guys, I just wanted to let something off just to people that will understand xD I'm really glad there's other people here, even though I feel so young and so silly because there are people in their forties that are dealing with this rather peacfully and then there's me making a great big deal about it xD Sorry I'm ranting! I'll stop now x