I don’t know why. I found out a friend has bed bugs. While I hope they get things taken care of they wanted to come see my band (we play a few weeks later) I said I would rather her take care of her situation first. I asked how’s she’s been and I have heard nothing..

I am tired in general I think I could really stand to make some other friends. Coworkers gossip, I have people I have talked to in other fellowships but we met based on our problems  so do I even consider these folks friends?  I try to organize an art night and no body comes over, thankfully this one friend didn’t visit.

I am going to pray about trying to find somewhere I can meet new friends.  I don’t feel like I mean very much to the current crowd.