Sometimes life is so frustratingly horrible. And you’re in that place where all you can do is go through the movements, you know? I don’t know if that makes any sense. It’s like, I’m going to school, and scrolling through social media, and talking to my friends, but it’s all autopilot. And then when I’m by myself I feel so empty.

But then sometimes you feel so good, you know? Like that feeling when you hear a song and you actually get chills, and you aren’t sure why. Or when you look outside and it’s so beautiful you can’t look away. Or when you’re laughing so much it hurts.

I think I’d be dead if it weren’t for that feeling.