I am tired of faking being more comfortable than I am at work. Having social anxiety and having to do customer service at the same time for years now has taken a toll on me.
My doctor is also my boss which has led me to feel hesitant in telling her more about what I’m really feeling. Although I have recently been considering holistic approaches to my anxiety and depression instead of more medication which is all she’ll give me.
Im also applying for jobs that will consider my mental health history so I’m trying to keep the severity of my anxiety and depression hidden.
Im just exhausted. I need support from people who understand.