Today was a, rough day, to say the least. I spent the night prior trying to convince my friend, and a romantic interest of mine, to not go back to their abusive ex. I.. I unfortunately failed I tried, but I still failed, I couldn’t do enough to help him. It hurts me, and unfortunately my life hasn’t been going the best these past few weeks, a lot of bad stuff happened. This is the icing on the cake. I miss him, and of course I will be there for him if he even wants me to be, but I cannot promise I will be enough.