It feels like the world is caving in and I am trying to be the hero in my own story, but I don’t know how to be. I am my own worst enemy. Do you ever feel as though you are meant to be unhappy? Like you life is somehow predestined to be riddled with failure and lack of accomplishment. I do. Deep within me, I feel as though I am not deserving of happiness because I am so different, so wrong, so unlovable. I get scared to let people in because I am scared they will discover the truth and disappear. I deeply struggle with feelings of self-worth and overall worthiness, it just feels like I will never be enough. I will never be someone’s first choice. I feel like I am everyone’s last choice. No one’s favorite person– like I just sort of am a last resort option that exists. These are the thoughts constantly circling in my brain to the point of exhaustion.
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Im that guy
jamesthebeast71, , Depression, Anger, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
I'm 18 years old I still attend highschool and I feel like I'm that guy who is friends with...
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Circling the silence
esmerael, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Medication, Suicide, Therapist, 0
desperation makes the air taste sour. i should be better. i have a good therapist. i have the job...
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DONT READ THIS…
thumper, , Depression, Depression, Suicide, 1
ok…so i'm bored….and i'm restless….i know i'm down cause i feel the current in me but i'm not bad...
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Hi, i’m ashley
Tragic-loss-expert234, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Social Anxiety, 0
I guess I could say that i’m involuntarily alone. I’m only 18 and in the last 5 years I’ve...
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A Dam Built for My Waterworks.
ll.lauren.ll, , Depression, 2
I was thinking today about how I’ve always been a cryer. Minorly inconvenienced? Cry. Parents punish you? Cry. A...
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Does medication work for anxiety/depression?
Jiwwian, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Wellness Tips, Anxiety, Medication, 4
I went to the doctor’s again today about my anxiety and constant low mood and there’s a potential I...
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Looming
Sciencegirl, , Depression, Parenting, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
I feel I am at the end of the bloody line. Just so much stuff and things to think...
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Tuesday 26th June 2012: D-Day
patnatharry, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, 0
After months of feeling like crap and having my husband nag me to see a Dr, today was D-Day....
I struggle with my self worth too, like I am never good enough. We are good enough! You deserve to come first, everyone deserves to be happy and I hope that you find happiness. Stay strong, take care.