It feels like the world is caving in and I am trying to be the hero in my own story, but I don’t know how to be. I am my own worst enemy. Do you ever feel as though you are meant to be unhappy? Like you life is somehow predestined to be riddled with failure and lack of accomplishment. I do. Deep within me, I feel as though I am not deserving of happiness because I am so different, so wrong, so unlovable. I get scared to let people in because I am scared they will discover the truth and disappear. I deeply struggle with feelings of self-worth and overall worthiness, it just feels like I will never be enough. I will never be someone’s first choice. I feel like I am everyone’s last choice. No one’s favorite person– like I just sort of am a last resort option that exists. These are the thoughts constantly circling in my brain to the point of exhaustion.
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Marriage…
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Anger, Bipolar, Depression, Divorce, PTSD, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
I have been thinking about my screwed up marriage a lot. How could I not? I screwed it up. ...
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Last Night
GetBetter, , Depression, Anxiety, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
Just remembered something that happened last night. To be honest, I really wish I would have just forgotten about...
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So
Phlox, , Depression, Relationships, 2
So, this is my first day here, and I have to admit it hasn't helped much. I've spent… what…...
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Release of One Bad Morning
AnxiousAnt80, , Anxiety, Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Suicide, 2
Traffic killed me today. I drive 70 miles round trip a day. That may take 3 hours of my...
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New Day
Ladybug23, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, Weight Loss, 1
Well.. I am new here…Been dealing with bouts of depression for many, many, many years but total in denial...
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Elizabeth
ucfdarkknight, , Depression, Relationships, 3
To be honest, I really do not want to have to write this. I do not want to have...
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Oh wow I'm really cracking up.
deidrexx, , Depression, Medication, Obesity, Sleep Disorders, Weight Loss, 0
I don't know where else to go but here. I should be writing my blogs on WORD and not...
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Morning came a little too soon
ericalauren91, , Depression, Relationships, 0
Here we go…bare with me this may be a lengthy blog! …..LOTS happened yesterday! Another win for the ECU...
I struggle with my self worth too, like I am never good enough. We are good enough! You deserve to come first, everyone deserves to be happy and I hope that you find happiness. Stay strong, take care.