Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You�ve always known your heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You�ve always known your heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived life can be loved alone
                 

I no longer believe in the emotion of ‘love’. and if it does exist… it seems it’s not meant to be for me. A lot of things in my life seem ‘not meant to be’. every romance that I have… no matter what happens, i’m the one who always gets hurt. either physically, emotionally or both.  I wish I could learn to be happy alone. many ppl seem to be able to do it. but not me. and i feel so shallow that I feel inadequet without a boyfriend. I become really depressed and suicidal on the weekends because my friends are to busy to deal with my depression–they have school and their own lives to deal with. I don’t get invited to parties, no one calls me on the phone. The only good thing is I have one friend that I sit with at lunch…but if she’s not there… I sit alone.  i have no romance in my life right now and am very depressed about this. i wish i knew at least just one person who felt the same way.