Since this weekend, I’ve had this nasty cold. My nose has been running every 10 minutes, a pounding headache, I’ve had a sore throat and a cough that disturbs my sleep. Yesterday at school I had a kleenex box with me the whole time, I probably looked gross but eh, whatever. Last night I spent an hour to an hour and a half studying for the PSAT in the reading section in 1 out of 2 textbooks I have. *Sigh* Anyways when my mom went to wake me up for school she could tell I wasn’t doing well, so she asked if I wanted to stay home. I thought of the test I had today, the notes I was going to miss at chemistry class that I’d need to catch up on. I nodded yes anyways though because to be honest, I felt like literal crap.

So this Tuesday has been pretty calm. I slept in this morning, ate breakfast and played my computer game till noon. My psychologist called in that time frame too, we went over my meds, the usual anxiety and depression form and how my month has been. I tried to start homework, but my head hurt so much that I instead went down for a 2 hour nap. My mom woke me up from the nap, we went to the school so I could pick up my homework around 3:30 pm. Since then, I’ve been doing homework and emailing teachers. In my accelerated english class we’re starting a paper, so I have to pick a topic and pick out some starter quotes. I haven’t done that yet because I’m overwhelmed by the amount of topic choices she gave the class to select from for their paper. Next is chemistry. I missed very important, very big part of notes on moles and Avogadro’s number. I have 3 pages of packet work to do and I have no idea what I’m doing. So I might visit my teacher one on one to get help. In my last class, post highschool planning, the class started a paper, so I also have to work on that, along with studying for the PSAT. Just trying not to get overwhelmed tonight.

Right now my kitten Lucy is laying next to my laptop with me, she says hi! 🙂 I also am missing dance tonight which upsets me a little. Dance is my safe haven. Oh well, me and my mom will go to a light yoga class tonight at 6 so I can get out of the house and get some fresh air. Just because I’m stalling from my homework, anyone who reads this and are highschoolers… What do you want to do after school? College? Military? Something else?

I’m curious because I’m starting to look at colleges and I think it’s interesting to talk about ^_^

Anyways, hope you are coping

– Ally