I'm beginning to feel really worn down. My Tuesday's take so much out of me that I'm still irritable the following morning. My first class is from 12:00 to 1:50 and the professor isn't the friendliest woman in the world. She even encouraged us to "reconsider our priorities" and possibly withdraw from the class already! Naturally, this was sent out in an email to the entire class but when she wrote it she obviously had several students in mind. I'm worried that I was one of the students she was speaking about… She's so intimidating that she scared one girl away entirely. She must have come to class unprepared because, as the teacher was checking to see who all had their books, she suddenly blurted out, "May I be excused?" The teacher stopped, paused, and then said, "Um, sure?" The girl darted out of the room and nearly knocked herself out on the door frame as she went!
After that, I walked back to my car to get my drawing pad as I had left it behind initially given how cramped my first class is. From there I walked to another building for lunch. I suppose it wasn't too terribly long of a walk but it was cold and my stuff was heavy. The worst part came, though, when I had to walk to my ASL class…it took me 20 minutes to get from point A to point B, I kid you not. Yeah, I'm small, I have short legs, and I wasn't speedwalking but damn. And it gets better! After ASL ended, I had to walk to Basic Drawing which took me clear back across campus carrying about 30 pounds of stuff on my back and in my hands. By the time I got to the building, I was tempted to skip class and go home, that's how worn out I was.
I don't think I left that class until 9:00pm. That means I had a total of 7 hours of class between 12:00pm and 9:00pm. Only God knows how much walking I did. So now I just don't want bothered. I hate that I have class today and tomorrow still, I hate that I have so much reading to do, and it's all making me anxious and angry. =(