my stomach is churning at the thought of it,ever since i set eyes upon the sexy physical intervention tutor the other week i cant stop thinking about it….sex sex sex!ok, hes married so its a no go with him…their are a couple of guys that have the hots for me in a very obvious way…i could throw caution to the wind and unleash the passion within with one of those guys…but id regret it.   im not desperate for a relationship but dont do one night stands….[although if the lead singer with the red hot chilli peppers came along with his friend juliet lewis , i may have to revise that decision]lol!  

Went to a party [of sorts] last night…i stayed for the night as it was at a good friends house…she had a male friend staying,,,he liked to smoke [weed] so we had a smoke and talked for hours, and god was i feeling some feelings! id had a few glasses of wine 2, thats a lethal combination…he was def up for it….their was such a strong feeling in the air…..he was a gentleman…and we didnt kiss, or touch i n  any way. i remember thinking, im feeling so sexual i could do it with you right now….but i was also thinking….it would be a big mistake to do anything at all, i dont know you…im sure you look good cause of the alcohol…..i dont do one night stands.   in the morning there was still something in the air but it was a good feeling and no regrets….hes not my type but a nice guy…..im glad i have self control even at my most frustrated.!   i do apologi se  for going on about it lol….its sending me a bit loony…more than usual…lol…