Hi there,

I hope this blog finds you well. I haven't blogged since last week. Have any of you experienced the feeling that you are moving along with life but always have at the back of your mind anxiety feelings, but don't let them show because it's just easier to keep quiet than to share? I ask this because I have had a very busy few days. Last Thursday, my middle child (son) graduated from high school. I attended the ceremony along with a million other people but was able to make it through. On Friday, our family attended his prom (here, parents are invited to attend the dinner portion of the evening and share a dance with their child), and we left shortly after the first dance. The hall was beautifully decorated and the event was well attended. Second event I got through. On Saturday, went out of town to attend by brother in law's 50th surprise party. There were alot of people and I felt fine most of the time but even though I am enjoying the event, I still have this feeling in the back of my mind that something will happen. I do a body scan to make sure I am feeling well…pretty weird! Instead of just enjoying the time and festivities, I have these silly thoughts…I felt so alone when I was surrounded by alot of people I care about! What is that about? We then spent the day remainder of the weekend at our new waterfront property (not far from my sister's). My sister and I spent alot of time in the water relaxing but I still had those thoughts…what is wrong with me? Why can't I just enjoy the moment for what it is? Thank you for listening. I appreciate it. Take care.