I made the decision is accept that things work out as they do for a reason  and to be grateful for the journey.  We are all on the right path.   It is just living the life that we are in and are in control of is the challenge.

As I sit by the water watching and listening the water hitting the rocks and the shore,  I feel at peace.  The leaves on the trees are blowing in the wind by me.   I feel the sun on my legs and arms.   The warmth is soothing

I heard some words in a song that were inspiring about history being made everyday.    It is true.   Life changing events happen every day and we can not even realize it at the time.   I look back at events that happened that could of been worse and could of been better.   Every event and situation leads us to now.

The people that end up sticking with us in our memories become part of our story.   I don’t think it is possible to erase their impact on us or to not ponder on them at times.  I accept this and won’t fight it anymore.

I saw my former situation ship persons last name somewhere today.   It took my breath away for a second and I felt sentimental    I didn’t get upset with myself for being sentimental and having a reaction to seeing his last name.   I feel okay and my reaction was okay was well.

I accept that he is part of my heart and I have a fondness for him.

Meanwhile, I sit on the soft blanket with the wind  blowing.   The birds chirping with the water beating on the rocks is very pleasant and soothing. I see ants walking in the grass in front of me and see the yellow flowers by the large gray rocks

I hope that everyone has a lovely and content afternoon and evening!