i’m to scarred to speak it’s like i forgot how to when ever someone ask me something i can’t say any thing cuz i forgot how to speak it’s like all the words i know i no longer know i can’t tell any one any thing cuz i do not want people to worry about me cuz then they will try and do every thing for me but then i can’t help people cuz they will think i can’t help cuz i’m broken but i can help that’s what i wanted to do i help people so they don’t feel the same way as i do cuz i know how it feels to to not be ok and so i just want every one to be ok and to be happy and not sad and alone so i will do every thing to make that happen even if that means that i can’t be happy so that’s why  can’t tell people how i feel