Well, Ive been gone for awhile…and as usual things have been real crazy…Last month Tonjia( daughter in law) met someone on line…a place called sugardaddies…OMG!!!! Well, me and the kids were already half crazy from all the other men she\'s dated on line…3 days after she met this man, he drove from Miss. to Ala. with a diamond ring and proposed…4 days later they got married a the courthouse in Talladega…they left on a honeymoon for a week…it was just me and the kids…so I spoiled them quite a bit…they were so upset about her marrying this stranger…none of us knew him…for the next week me and the kids slept all together in the living room just to be close to each other…her new husband had already told us,,,grandma could not come with them…I made all their favorite foods,,,bought them the clothes they needed…rented movies…all the good stuff grandma does…during this time I was having to quiet each child down and soothe them…because they would think about all that was happening…and get upset,,,pitch a fit……and just cry…Gracie and Layne decided once again…that I should just buy them from Tonjia…I tried to tell them we werent allowed to do things like that…so while were struggling through these changes…Tonjias mother calls me…and she is having a FIT!!! She has ran a check on the man and found him to be a pornographer….well…that just made my stomach turn…she told me she was driving up from Houston Miss. and we would talk some sense into Tonjia…and see if maybe the kids could just stay with me,,,through this school year…so I have 3 kids, Tonjia s mom and boyfriend, her sister…and of course all the animals..that friday Tonjia called and told me they\'d be home that night and were getting a uhaul and moving right away…which really sucked since she told me they wouldnt be moving for at least a month…that nite I slept in my trailer,,,because I had been putting all my things back in it so Id be ready to move in a month…Layne wanted to sleep with me…and of course the dog who is about as big as Layne…When I got up in the morning,,,Ty met me in the kitchen …saying omg grandma you missed World War 3 …mawmaw Trish got into a fight with mom and her husband…all I could think of was thank god I was asleep…so then Trish comes to me and says she couldnt do anything with them…and would I start packing up the kids things…you know I thought I might punch her right then…but…I said…NO…Ive been raising these kids for 10 years…and I\'ll be a MF if Im gonna help her load them up and take them away…So I didnt help them with a damn thing…but her mom helped her…I dont know why…finally on Sunday her mom went back to Miss.  then Monday they all left for the coast of Miss. Long Beach I think…she was supposed to take all the critters to the humane society…but left them for me to deal with…I made plans for my son to come and spend the nite and help me move the trailer to a camp spot…and in the meantime,,,Molly(the dog) decided she didnt like being in such a small place…so I packed her up and headed to Talladega to the human Society…but when I got there…I couldnt do it…so I went to pick up my son…he wasnt home,,,he wasnt at work either…no one knew where he was…so I took me and Molly back to Sylacauga…well, 10 mins before home, she decided she didnt want to ride, and that she would try to kill us both…by fighting over the steering wheel, and trying to get on the gas and brake pedal……I liked to wreck several times…finally made it to the house…then tried to figure out who would help me move the trailer…i ended up having a truck driver offer to help me…I paid him 20 dollars for his gas…turns out he didnt want to pull it for me…just hook it up to the truck…well, I never hauled anything in my life…and to say I was scared shitless is putting it mildly…but I made it…even though I had to pray the entire way…cause the winds were blowing so hard I could barely control it…when I finally parked it in the spot the landlord chose for me…I saw I had had a blowout on the trailer…no wonder it was so hard to control…Lord!!! so the truck driver left he wasnt planning on helping me get it level….the landlord came out to tell me I was a little crooked and not level…I showed him the tire mangled up around the wheel thingy…ok, so then I called my niece to see if her husband could swap out my electric plug…because the one I had didnt fit that outlet…so he did…and that was so sweet because ordinarily he dosent like me because Im Hiv poz….so, he swaps out the plug…plugs it in…and boom!!!! it blew up my heater and my surge protector and my freakin pc…I mean smoke everywhere…by now i am in shock…Big Time!…all my friends are in there…OMG but Im in shock…my nieces husband says…Aunt Cindy I guess your pc had a short in it…oh well sure!!!…thats why everything blew up and I had no electric….when all else fails in Ala…you eat…They took me out to lunch…LMAO!!! took me back to the trailer…told me to call if I need anything…OH SURE…well what could I do…? I went back to the house…and I just had a really good cry…where was i gonna live…??? what the hell was I gonna do???…Color me Clueless…I called Tonjia because she is supposed to be my best friend…she says well, tell Brandy and Joe they owe you a new PC…well, you really cant blame it on anyone it was just an unfortunate accident…Joe called his Uncle Clayton and finds out that my trailer should be fine…but that when he changed the plug he plugged my 110 trailer into a 220 thing…and thats why everything blew up…so he put the old plug on and we parked my trailer on a different lot with a 110 plug in…so now my trailer has electric…but it is leaning really bad…the landlord wants me to fix that…who do I look like? the incredible hulk???on top of everything when I told him he had me park in the wrong spot he said well you should have come and got me…REALLY??? as far as I knew he was out of town…he said you cant plug up to a 220 if youre only a 110…but that was where he told me to freaking park…right now I have no water…because its freezing here and unless I can wrap up my hose it will blow up all the pipes…no one will help me connect the sewer hose…I dont know how to do that…and the one nice thing Tonjia did for me ( because she said her husband would buy her a new car) she gave me the truck…but when I went down to the DMV to get the title change and some tags…because she didnt buy tags last month…so I was driving on expired tags…didnt even know that…well when I tried to change the title over…they told me she signed it wrong and I have to send some kind of paperwork to her and get her to sign it in front of a notary…then I can go back to the courthouse and get my tags and title…so,,,I am kind of having a nervous breakdown…lets see, got to fix the water hose thing , get the sewer thing hooked up, find someone to level the trailer, and then all the paperwork about the truck…I still have a dryer and air compresser at the house that I cant lift by myself to load onto the truck…on top of it all,,,when I went by the house this morning molly jumped in the truck like ok mom I changed my mind please take me with you…so I tried to do that…only to have her try and kill us both again….I got her to the house and left her there…thats 3 times she tried to kill me…I am so done…and on top of everything…my son is still missing…and i miss my grandbabies so much…and I just dont know what to do anymore…Im using a pc at the liabrary…maybe I can get another rent to own one…But Dammit!!! I had already paid the other one off!!!  So anyway,,,this is just a part of whats been going on…I really wish it was more funny…lol…I know how Cowboy likes my funny blogs…so I\'ll be trying to get things going right again…and hopefully I\'ll be back on line soon…Blessings of Love & Light to you all…Shadow