I feel like I don't have enough time. In the line of work I'm pursuing, in the city I'm going to work in, it's very dog-eat-dog. I'm years behind because I spent ages being ill, and every setback makes me scared that I'm going to be sucked back into that hole, where I'm just miserable and crushed all the time and can't help myself no matter what. I don't know. I'm mildly depressed lately and I don't know how to fix it. There's no one I can talk to, just me.