So I have been dating someone online for four months now. I meet her in a dating website I really thought she loved me a lot she would always tell me how much she loved me. I didn't date anyone in real life all I thought was to be with her. She was from Ohio but left to the Philippinnes she asked me to send $150 so that she could come back to the U.S. To me in Houston. However once I sent the money a day after I didn't hear from her again. She said she would arrive today at 6:00 p.m. Nothing no call or anything. I called the airport and they told me there are no flights from Manila to Houston…. I can't describe the amount of pain and saddness I have right now. I bought flowers for her and even made some plans to go on dates and now it's all just a waste. She was my hope when I was with her I didnt have any bad thoughts I really needed her I loved her so much and now to know that I have been most likely scammed it hurts so much. I don't care about the money what hurts the most is the illusion she gave me that she actually loved me now I see she most likely didn't. This is by far the most painful heart break I've head why four months of speaking to each other and me fantasying about some dates we could have had. Now once again I am all alone in pain and wondering just why? Why would she do this to me just for some measly 150 dollars why ? Have I really been scammed? I don't know all I know is she isn't here….and I am once again alone like always.
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Wow. Sorry to hear about your heartbreak. There are so many good and loving people who are lonely and get taken advantage of for thinking with their heart first. Be thankful it was only 4 months and it was only 150. Try to take something from this and make it positive. It may hurt now, but I hope you can get over it soon. You will find someone better and true who deserves your love.