R on HIV must be won by education & awareness!I have hope that humanity will come to it's sences,& stop this pollution & wasteing sooner rather then later.Green movement is growing more & more everyday,as more peoples realize we must do something & change ourselves & behaviours, & to be more productive & try to find ways to help our fellow man.I do mine by HIV-AIDS Education & awareness ,Harm Reduction safe sex condom promo,methadone & basicly i tell my story,or parts of my story ,depending on where i am speaking.As a recovering coke,heroin & speed addict,i have seen & done alot .I was aquitted of murder 2 in 1998 & was released in time to bury my grandfather.I had already lossed my dad in 77 & my bro in 88..& in 04 my ex brenda,,friend dave,both died of aids related complications & then my daughter cory to HPV.I was clean 2 weeks & was in detox ,when i found out she was in hospital.I was at her side for most of the time,& i think that helped me to stay clean.My kid needed me with her,& I wasn't going to let her down again,ever!I told myself if i could stay clean through this ,i could stay clean through anything!That was 3 yrs ago & and i am still clean..& she is no longer in pain..as she died 1 month after her 22 Birthday..& she's at peace..i am starting meds soon,& i am scared because i don't want to go into withdrawels..u c HIV meds metabilize the ,methadone up too 50%!Last time i tried meds,i was sick for 2 months & finaly quit the meds as i couldn't handle the withdrawels.I guess i will have to go through all that again eh,as its a part of being HIV+,a part that sucks ,but ,it will help me to live for 24 more yrs .at least i'm hoping for 25.GODBLESS ALL MY FELLOW HIV WARRIORS!:biggrin:
Just fer Today,am clean anyway!
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Yard Work
yuoz, , HIV or Aids, Career, 1
It's the beginning of Spring and with the weather being so precarious it's hard to know when to plant...
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The Biker
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A biker stopped by the Harley Garage to have his bike fixed. They couldn't do it while he waited,...
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3rd year into the journey
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Well, I've made it Three years. Three years and well not sure. lol a lot of things have happened...
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Dale Anthony
mslibra, , HIV or Aids, Depression, Religion, Stress, 0
Dale Anthony, New York Long Island AIDS Ambassador, is committed to assuring that everyone infected and affected by the...
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I've all but forgotten
SUS, , HIV or Aids, Questions, 0
It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgottenWhat the color of her eyes were...
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Things Just Seem to be Happening In Spite of me
ItsJustMe, , HIV or Aids, Addiction, Anger, Anxiety, Divorce, Grief, Mindfulness, Questions, Relationships, Weight Loss, 1
It has been just over a year now since I found out about my positive status… actually, September 17th...
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GGay marriage opponents vow to fight Calif. ruling
Josh, , HIV or Aids, Child, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
SAN FRANCISCO – Even as same-sex couples across California begin making plans to tie the knot, opponents are redoubling...
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Rambling
MarcAnthony, , HIV or Aids, 1
I had once posted that I believe some people are simply meant to be alone. And I do...


Courage Joe, life has a wonderful sense of purpose for us all and to share your story,educate and help others give a purpose that is not lost in effort and appreciated by so many in need, be strong,and yes meds do get better!!
My prayers and hopes go too you for a continual recovery and peace within your life.
Go well my friend
Paul