R on HIV must be won by education & awareness!I have hope that humanity will come to it's sences,& stop this pollution & wasteing sooner rather then later.Green movement is growing more & more everyday,as more peoples realize we must do something & change ourselves & behaviours, & to be more productive & try to find ways to help our fellow man.I do mine by HIV-AIDS Education & awareness ,Harm Reduction safe sex condom promo,methadone & basicly i tell my story,or parts of my story ,depending on where i am speaking.As a recovering coke,heroin & speed addict,i have seen & done alot .I was aquitted of murder 2 in 1998 & was released in time to bury my grandfather.I had already lossed my dad in 77 & my bro in 88..& in 04 my ex brenda,,friend dave,both died of aids related complications & then my daughter cory to HPV.I was clean 2 weeks & was in detox ,when i found out she was in hospital.I was at her side for most of the time,& i think that helped me to stay clean.My kid needed me with her,& I wasn't going to let her down again,ever!I told myself if i could stay clean through this ,i could stay clean through anything!That was 3 yrs ago & and i am still clean..& she is no longer in pain..as she died 1 month after her 22 Birthday..& she's at peace..i am starting meds soon,& i am scared because i don't want to go into withdrawels..u c HIV meds metabilize the ,methadone up too 50%!Last time i tried meds,i was sick for 2 months & finaly quit the meds as i couldn't handle the withdrawels.I guess i will have to go through all that again eh,as its a part of being HIV+,a part that sucks ,but ,it will help me to live for 24 more yrs .at least i'm hoping for 25.GODBLESS ALL MY FELLOW HIV WARRIORS!
An Addicts Musings,just for today!
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Moving again!
AbstractZz, , Addiction, Addiction, Anxiety, Career, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
hey. so i'm getting ready to go to sleep, but i'm completely addicted to posting something on here LOL...
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Alcohol Is A Drug
Christel, , Addiction, Addiction, 0
Good Morning Family, I hope all is well in your parts of the world today. I attended a wedding...
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Really getting to know someone
Littlewing, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Addiction, Anxiety, Medication, Weight Loss, 0
I don’t want to admit it but both my parents were addicts under the blanket. They Both used something...
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For compulsives only
belovedideas, , Addiction, Depression, Obesity, Spirituality, Suicide, Weight Loss, 0
recipe for compulsives only “Only work which is the product of inner compulsion can have spiritual meaning.” – Walter...
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Old Time NA
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Addiction, Divorce, Grief, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 0
tonight i celebrate going into my 23rd year clean. my true Recovery birthday is still a few monnths aways...
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Well another day another blog…
nick1991, , Addiction, Depression, HIV or Aids, LGBT, Uncategorized, 1
I was told that I need to find a routine, something I do each day without fail. Something that...
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When it works: 12 Basics
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Addiction, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Religion, Spirituality, Therapist, Therapy, 0
When It Works: 12 BasicsThe Twelve Principles of NarcoticsAnonymous http://www.nawol.org/2008_12princ.htm The seeds of the miracles in NA are found...

