R on HIV must be won by education & awareness!I have hope that humanity will come to it's sences,& stop this pollution & wasteing sooner rather then later.Green movement is growing more & more everyday,as more peoples realize we must do something & change ourselves & behaviours, & to be more productive & try to find ways to help our fellow man.I do mine by HIV-AIDS Education & awareness ,Harm Reduction safe sex condom promo,methadone & basicly i tell my story,or parts of my story ,depending on where i am speaking.As a recovering coke,heroin & speed addict,i have seen & done alot .I was aquitted of murder 2 in 1998 & was released in time to bury my grandfather.I had already lossed my dad in 77 & my bro in 88..& in 04 my ex brenda,,friend dave,both died of aids related complications & then my daughter cory to HPV.I was clean 2 weeks & was in detox ,when i found out she was in hospital.I was at her side for most of the time,& i think that helped me to stay clean.My kid needed me with her,& I wasn't going to let her down again,ever!I told myself if i could stay clean through this ,i could stay clean through anything!That was 3 yrs ago & and i am still clean..& she is no longer in pain..as she died 1 month after her 22 Birthday..& she's at peace..i am starting meds soon,& i am scared because i don't want to go into withdrawels..u c HIV meds metabilize the ,methadone up too 50%!Last time i tried meds,i was sick for 2 months & finaly quit the meds as i couldn't handle the withdrawels.I guess i will have to go through all that again eh,as its a part of being HIV+,a part that sucks ,but ,it will help me to live for 24 more yrs .at least i'm hoping for 25.GODBLESS ALL MY FELLOW HIV WARRIORS!
An Addicts Musings,just for today!
Related Articles
-
-
could be worse…
delane1, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Career, PTSD, Relationships, Therapy, 0
Lemme start by saying things are NOT as bad, complicated, erratic, etc, as they were, so that’s a positive...
-
-
Oh My….
michaelcali, , Addiction, Addiction, 0
Yeah….Ok friends…here we go…I have such a massive support group, it is amazing. Some of them I never knew...
-
Get er done
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Addiction, Sex Therapy, 0
I see a lot of people early in recovery posting here about their early triumphs in Recovery. i think...
-
Need to Vent
Snowbird, , Addiction, Addiction, Anger, Career, Grief, Questions, Weight Loss, 4
I am angry. I am disgusted and angry. And I have to let go of it because it is...
-
Mental Feng Shui
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Questions, Relationships, Religion, Sleep Disorders, 0
Mental Feng Shui This is without a doubt one of the nicest forwards I have received. Hope it works...
-
Van Gogh Family Tree
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, 0
just something to put a smile on your face. NA hugs and Love, JJ Something...
0 Comments
FEATURED THERAPISTS
NEXT >
ONLINE THERAPISTS
NEXT >

