So it has been a while since I last blogged. I defintely hope that other people have read this and have used it for something good. I like to blog because currently right now I feel like really no one (family, friends, case manager at my medical facility) really truly understands what I am going through nor the feelings that I have.

So..my boyfriend and I have reach our six month anniversary overall and have been together two months since my diagnosis of HIV. He has still been here faithfully; however, I am concerned and wondering if anyone has any wise advise to help.

So we click on a personal level and we get along. We have not had any major fights stemming from anything petty or childish.

Well we have not had intercourse since I found out December 1st and we havent had any intimacy in almost four weeks… not intercourse.

This is is the first time I have felt true love with a person and I am scared that although he may be here every weekend and wanting to be around me that he is getting what he needs elsewhere. I just find it weird that you havent seemed interested in me sexually in weeks. I just do not know what to do.

I truly love this guy and I hope that we have a future together. Man he just got me a ring to kind of say "hey Im not going anywhere." How long should i wait? I really do not want to start talking about something I should be sensitive about you know? Also, any advice on getting my partner off his phone. OMG I feel like I am in a love triangle between us and his Iphone.. ughhh..

I can say tough that it has been clear to me that your true friends will come out. I have learned that people who I thought were my friends were actually only good for a season. The true friends were the one I was actually kind of not staying on top of. It is awesome!.. I now have positive Wednesday with my only positive friend. We meet up once a week and catch up with each other. I love the fact that I have someone the same age as me that is going through the same things that I am…

I am currently in a clinical trial and all is going well. I have an appointment on Thursday so I will def keep you all updated on my numbers. I have days where I feel down and annoyed but overall day by day I am feeling healthier and happier. I am in a great place for the most part (why I havent been on) but trust me you will have some days that you just are like down and rather be by yourself.

Also, any advice on which multivitamans I should take?
Well until next time