Hollowing your soul, grasping to you like a life line, robbing you of your identity, your emotions, your future. It builds an impenetrable fence around you holding you captive, bringing you down to it’s pitiful level. It whispers lies into your head and fills your heart with darkness. The light, your hope, gets smaller and smaller until the lies become your identity and your insecurities become your character. It sucks your hopes and dreams out of your heart, and thrives of your nightmares. Your fear is the only thing reminding you that this is real. The drowning feeling keeps you fighting, makes you brave and forces you to persist through the darkness of depression.
Depression
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Why does it feel real?
Sbk1234, , Depression, Depression, Therapy, 0
I know I have clinical depression. I’ve seen the doctors. I’ve had the therapy and been prescribed the meds....
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When everything falls apart
Asha, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Divorce, Grief, Sleep Disorders, 1
First time on here. I recently had a series of intense life changes and have been dealing with it...
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Broken Inside
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Child, Therapy, 2
Very sad today. My heart has been hurting for awhile now, but I've kept quiet about it. But last...
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Like a spider’s web
fallen_paradise, , Depression, Career, Child, Questions, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Social Anxiety, 0
So much for my "Refresh" blog.. those "high" emotions couldn’t even last an hour. I feel like falling asleep...
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At My Wit’s End
Twiggysiren, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Career, Grief, Medication, Relationships, Therapist, 0
I can’t take this darkness anymore. I go outside and I see the sun in the sky, it’s really...
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I NEED HELP.
emily900, , Depression, Anger, Grief, Therapy, 0
I really hope you take the time to read this. This is a story of how my past couple...
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It is dark again
Lunesta, , Depression, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Eating Disorder, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, 0
My name is Lunesta. I was called that while an inpatient in a mental health hospital. The guy was...
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Is the new drug working?????
virus, , Depression, Child, Depression, Sleep Disorders, 1
If you buy drugs on the street corner from the friendly neighborhood ‘pusher’, you are breaking the law....


Hmmm this sounds a little bit too familiar
Are you describing Jason by any chance?
I can relate! I feel like I have been robbed out of my identity I cant be my self as hard as I try but I’m hoping one day I will overcome my issues..