Hollowing your soul, grasping to you like a life line, robbing you of your identity, your emotions, your future. It builds an impenetrable fence around you holding you captive, bringing you down to it’s pitiful level. It whispers lies into your head and fills your heart with darkness. The light, your hope, gets smaller and smaller until the lies become your identity and your insecurities become your character. It sucks your hopes and dreams out of your heart, and thrives of your nightmares. Your fear is the only thing reminding you that this is real. The drowning feeling keeps you fighting, makes you brave and forces you to persist through the darkness of depression.
Depression
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Me and the people in my life
leahloowho, , Depression, Depression, Grief, Relationships, Stress, 0
Well, since this is my first blog I guess I'll start by giving a little background. I've been depressed...
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Now what
Littlewing, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Weight Loss, 2
I’ve been listening to self love podcast, reading books about trauma, made a little goal list for myself. I...
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Its been for ever since I have written
godsgal81, , Depression, Anxiety, 1
sI hope every one had a good holiday , I'm glad the holidays are over , they can be...
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adara11, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, Therapy, 1
School has just began. The meds I ve been taking dont seem 2 be effective anymore (welbutrin 300mg). they...
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~STALKERS~
DeeDee, , Depression, Anger, 0
STALKERS Current mood: thoughtful `~~~~~~~~~~~~was bloging on MySpace and I have a counter there and it tells me how...
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High Hopes
Poisontongue, , Depression, Child, Depression, 0
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young In a world of magnets and miracles...
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Reflections
YaminoKaaten, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Child, Grief, Stress, Therapist, 0
Been a while. An eternity for most people obsessed with the internet, but I would still need an eternity...
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Cold and Raining = Sad
sadviolinist, , Depression, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 2
The stomach bug part has passed, but in it's wake it has left me with the rest of it...

Hmmm this sounds a little bit too familiar
Are you describing Jason by any chance?
I can relate! I feel like I have been robbed out of my identity I cant be my self as hard as I try but I’m hoping one day I will overcome my issues..