Hollowing your soul, grasping to you like a life line, robbing you of your identity, your emotions, your future. It builds an impenetrable fence around you holding you captive, bringing you down to it’s pitiful level. It whispers lies into your head and fills your heart with darkness. The light, your hope, gets smaller and smaller until the lies become your identity and your insecurities become your character. It sucks your hopes and dreams out of your heart, and thrives of your nightmares. Your fear is the only thing reminding you that this is real. The drowning feeling keeps you fighting, makes you brave and forces you to persist through the darkness of depression.
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I tried to die today
inkatobacherry, , Depression, Career, 2
I woke up feeling ok. Felt that i could redo my resume and then go apply for a job,...
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BIG Fight Last Weekend….
MForeverChained, , Depression, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 1
So…. There was this huge fight between my brother and my mother's BF…. It was bound to happen eventually...
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What To Do…
Proanamia, , Depression, Depression, Sleep Disorders, 2
First off, I would like to thank everyone for the well wishes and Easter greetings. I'm sorry I haven't...
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Not feeling so great…
Aspiretodream, , Depression, Career, Child, Personality Disorder, 1
I wonder if I feel this way because I'm fighting something. Like, what if I'm just fighting growing up?...
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Jokes Hurt Too
ThatGirl, , Depression, Depression, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Obesity, Relationships, Schizophrenia, Suicide, 0
I have this friend, her name's Alexandria. She'd kill me if I she knew I put that. Let's call...
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My Non-Family is Super
Unique_person, , Depression, Anxiety, Weight Loss, 0
Word spreads fast. Finally, it's good word, and it's spreading around my work. So earlier today I blogged about...
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Gratitude
morningstar, , Depression, Therapist, Therapy, 1
Or, you know, the lack of it. I'm fortunate in lots of ways, many of which I tend to...
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Trapped and alone. Why am I behind?
Ghostgirl, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Child, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
It's almost 5:00 in the morning but I can't sleep. I was tired about an hour ago but I...
Hmmm this sounds a little bit too familiar
Are you describing Jason by any chance?
I can relate! I feel like I have been robbed out of my identity I cant be my self as hard as I try but I’m hoping one day I will overcome my issues..