Hollowing your soul, grasping to you like a life line, robbing you of your identity, your emotions, your future. It builds an impenetrable fence around you holding you captive, bringing you down to it’s pitiful level. It whispers lies into your head and fills your heart with darkness. The light, your hope, gets smaller and smaller until the lies become your identity and your insecurities become your character. It sucks your hopes and dreams out of your heart, and thrives of your nightmares. Your fear is the only thing reminding you that this is real. The drowning feeling keeps you fighting, makes you brave and forces you to persist through the darkness of depression.
Depression
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Inside my head makes no sense
VulpesOrchid, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Questions, Sleep Disorders, 0
I’ve been needing lots of sleep lately. I have been sleeping lots lately. I need to be left alone. ...
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Futility
claudius_67, , Depression, Suicide, 1
There are times (and this is one of them) when I just think to myself "What’s the point?". I...
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Do I have a personality disorder?
x10122007, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, OCD, Personality Disorder, Relationships, Schizophrenia, Stress, Therapist, 0
OMG, my book’s spine has a crack in it. I know that sounds like nothing, I mean, it’s just...
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Another event in the Life of Garp
HardLuckRodeo, , Depression, Career, Domestic Abuse, Grief, Stress, 0
Gee I had this frustrating conversation with mother yesterday.This is like reliving one of those exasperating moments that I...
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Dreaming Out Loud
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anxiety, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
Well, another night of interrupted sleep. This time my own dreams were the traitor, well ~ and my body...
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new
boobookitty, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, 2
i been diagonsed with depression and anxiety. just looking to meet ppl with same struggles and make new friends....
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I remember why I wanted to die
Chained_Perla, , Depression, Suicide, 2
I do the same shit over and over, I don't want to, I promise god, my dad, my friends...
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Another bad day
snowdreamer, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
Well my daugher when out again last night not even telling me if you need me blah blah blah….I...

Hmmm this sounds a little bit too familiar
Are you describing Jason by any chance?
I can relate! I feel like I have been robbed out of my identity I cant be my self as hard as I try but I’m hoping one day I will overcome my issues..