I wasn’t born into a bad family in poverty or anything like that and I am super lucky to be in the situation I am in right now. The problem is that I have such severe episodes of a deep pit of feeling down and hopeless because everyone I try to be close with disregards me as unimportant and I have tried so much to just be accepted and included to have a normal happy life but I get denied every time and it hurts so bad. I know I’m not alone but I find myself thinking that this is actually happening to me and it makes me feel even worse. I need help