Yeah so I left last year and I’m back again, thought I was better but eish. Coming out of a narcissistic marriage is harder than I thought and today was just awful. Even after initiating no contact he still finds ways of contacting me trying to manipulate me again. Lord I’m tired , the triggers are just becoming too much for me to bear😩
I’m back
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Back
NeutralLemon, , Anxiety, Depression, Career, Depression, 0
Hello, sorry for being gone so long. I’ve been lacking the courage and motivation to even write on here,...
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Trying
LonelyFemaleForever, , Depression, Obesity, Self Esteem, 1
Ive triedto lose the weight ive gained but i only end up gaining more. It is so frustrating when...
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Great!
deidrexx, , Depression, Addiction, Anxiety, Obesity, Relationships, 0
I think I've pissed some people off AGAIN! Why can't I do or say anything without either 1) Getting...
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I almost died last night
Wheredidmyhappygo, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 0
I'm not sure why, but when I'm in my depressive ruts (as I call them) I get extremley permiscuous....
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Triggers
Classic_Reader, , Depression, Anxiety, 0
I'm feeling pretty lousy tonight. Past events which shall remain nameless have been triggered by a current event. I...
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Cursing Chant
sosgirl, , Depression, Addiction, Career, Child, Domestic Abuse, Questions, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
Moncœurva exploser. Oh, I'm sure that translation was wrong. I'm not much in the mood to care, though. Adrenaline...
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Another day in paradise
Crimson_Dynamo, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Stress, 0
Normally on this day, I would log into my multi player online game and find other people doing the...
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All alone I fall to pieces,
Deesh, , Depression, Addiction, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 1
The songs I'm currently listening to are: Puddle of Mudd-Blurry Alice in Chains-Junkhead Harry Nilsson- Without You Velvet Revolver-...

