Hi. My name is Lina. I smile when I want to break down, I lie when I want so badly to tell the truth and I wear long sleeves to cover the scars on my arms. My legs. My hands. My neck. I hide everything from everyone. From my school, my friends, and my own family. And no one notices. It feels like I’m drowning, but they don’t even see me. They don’t see past the smile I plaster on, or the times I roll back down my sleeves and say “Just cat scratches.” My twin sister, Lara, bites me, kicks me, taunts me, scratches me, and tells me things that break me apart piece by piece. My mom thinks I provoke her, but most times Lara does it out of spite. I want someone to notice. No-I need someone to notice. Maybe writing it down will help somehow. If not-well, I don’t want to think about that.
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Like I never was here
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I know I might have many years to live still but I also know I could die at any...
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Side effects
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I\’ve given up on looking for Jesus, he\’s simply not there. I have been trying to connect with Mother...
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It's only life
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I'm so tired. I have no idea what to do anymore. I have 10 days left in Korea, and...
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Friends Rock
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Got an email from a good friend this morning. He has helped me through a lot of stuff with...
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For reflection
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I Asked GodAuthor Unknown ..>..> ..>..> ..> ..> I asked God to take away...
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One Bad Choice
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I spent years in Ohio improving my life through therapy, med-trials and error, working on myself, building my confidence,...
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Introspective
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Realized this blog is missing annoyed as a mood. We really need annoyed. I'm telling you. The whole reason...
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Wednesday, December 4, 2013
JustHer, , Depression, Therapist, 0
On December 4, 2013, Today has been a mixture of both good and bad. I was getting ready for...
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