Another sleepless night, this became the story of my life, every night I find myself along with my worst enemy, my mind. How did it become so difficult? it’s sad to see how my anxiety and depression took control of everything and how every event in my life keeps bringing me down and I feel so destroyed and lost.

I wish life was a little easier, I wish I had some sort of stability in my life, maybe I got myself in this position for the decisions that I keep making but it sucks. I don’t have a job, I’m financially hurting so badly, I owe people money, my relationship it’s almost over and I might be getting stocked with an apartment that I can’t afford. I do therapy and take medication and it seems that it’s helpless. I just feel like I’m failing and I feel hopeless. I decided to join this blog to see if this can help me to fight this terrible battle that it’s eating me. I can feel my body giving up on me and it’s the worst feeling ever, I feel stupid and I wish it was different.