I don’t know what to do anymore. I try to continue but my life is like thread, its already cut. I don’t have a life anymore, my line is cut. I can’t do it anymore. I don’t even know what happiness, joy, fear, angry, or even sadness is anymore. I already passed the point of losing my sanity. I live my life on the edge, being stupid and reckless. I don’t know what to do. I can’t go on living like this, I don’t even know if am living anything. Trying to find my emotions again is just to exhausting and I can’t continue. My one thing that I what is my life back. I do want to get better and be happy, but I don’t know what that is anymore. I even repeating myself. Just imagine being trapped in you mind not able to feel anything. I feel like jumping might be my only choice now, since I can’t do anything else. It’s only a Matter of time before I go and kill myself. And if people tell me I have to give it time, TIME is what Breaks me. I can’t continue, and I feel like I need to let go and let it consume me for good. Am just trapped in my own chains.