Just out of a nice hot bubble bath I decided to come visit the site, been some time that I did, and odd that I really dont have many friends that i can talk with on a regular basis. but oh well everyone is busy and have there own crap to deal with. Today is the first Saturday I have had where I didnt have to run for the grand children or anyone else. so I just want to do what i want to do. And that is nothing! Of course Ill have to eat soon getting hungry and the dog is fed so shes ok, and there are dishes to wash always…… and ooh the dreaded laundry! All this week my shoulder have hurt so bad as if someone ran over me with a truck. I felt I may have sprained my shoulders caring some luggage to the beach hotel two weekends ago, but not sure as it could have resulted from a number of things, Kids, heavy baskets, or just about anything when you get this darn old! The pain meds stopped working or at least it seems so, the other poison I take is keeping me alive, but Im beginning to wonder what the hell for? MOre pain, More problems, looking forward to being in a wheel chair, oh heck Im better off just going back to bed! But I dont want to give up or give in. I am a fighter and Im dam tired of fighting and I need some Love. Yes that is what I want and need. I been a widow now for over 20 yrs, and well its time to find me a man. Im not asking for much, I dont want your money, I dont want yout truck, I just want U. and Me to have some old fashoned fun. Go on a picnic, go camping, maybe eat a pizza together and then who knows maybe even fall in lust or love, at this point either of the two sound pretty darn good! Ok here is what Id like in a man,. He needs to have a smile sometimes, and he must have 10 fingers and 10 toes, well if one is missing I wont cry but hey it be nice to have them all. I dont care what he looks like long as he is clean, and wants me….. and not the neighbor or the neighbors horse, hahahaaaaaa Is there not anyone on this site in Florida that wants to go eat pizza, have fun and fall in lust??? If so contact me asap! I need YOU!
-
HIV Positive Living Conference 18
kl1015, , HIV or Aids, Mindfulness, Questions, Weight Loss, 0
Home HIVTesting Education PositiveLiving CaseManagement ContactUs More OASIS in Fort Walton Beach 1825 Hurlburt Road, Suites 13...
-
Looking back
doogie, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Grief, 0
Morning all and to others good evening. On Friday I found out one of my marines Sgt Desforges was...
-
My dream vacation;Poetic short story
Nabahood23, , HIV or Aids, 0
The aroma of magnolias wafts upon a gentle breeze. The forest is filled with nothing but magnolia trees....
-
Confused
livinlife7, , HIV or Aids, Anger, Child, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 4
As anyone can tell im quite the confused one right now. Trying to find my place. I found out...
-
The Whole Muslim Thing
faith, , HIV or Aids, Questions, Relationships, Religion, Spirituality, 0
Mom was a polish catholic, Dads family was baptist. World war three almost started when Grampa baptised me without...
-
Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
nonnerdeen, , HIV or Aids, Career, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, 0
Why did the chicken cross the road? BARACK OBAMA: The chicken cross the road because it was time for...
-
What shall I do?
lexie69, , HIV or Aids, Relationships, 1
In any situation should one follow ones gut reaction or should one think more rationally? Answers on a postcard…...
-
Need help!
toddscat, , HIV or Aids, 3
Hello to all! This is shout out for HELP!! I don\'t know what to do to help my partner...