WE ARE ALL SPECIAL AS WE ARE BEATING THIS – IT MIGHT NOT FEEL LIKE IT SOMETIMES BUT WE MUST BE STRONG! IF IT WAS THAT EASY TO COPE WITH AND COME THROUGH EVERY INDIVIDUAL ON THIS PLANET WOULD BE GOING THROUGH WHAT WE DO EVERYDAY…
I have just joined this sight as I am in a very bad head space at the moment. Having lived with depression for years the one thing I thought was that nobody understood how I felt, what I feared. You push your family and friends away as you cant bear to see the pain in their eyes as it just makes your pain even more unbearable so you treat them in a way that will make them be angry at you as it is easier to deal with, it just confirms all your thoughts of yourself then right? I am useless, horrible bla bla. I have deliberately pushed for an argument with my closest friend today as I needed to transfer my pain to someone else just in the hope that they understood how I feel, but they are not going to. The stupid thing is if I just said look I really dont feel good today they would have probably tried to help and now I cant take any of it back…
I have just read through all the blogs submitted and it is an undescribable feeling to know that I am not the only one going through this and all of us are special. We live with this day in and day out yet here we all are helping someone else feeling like this, without even realising! 1 blog can change someones feelings for the better and I hope that this will help someone as the others have helped me!
