hi, i feel like having a long cry right now because i’m overwhelmed and sad. i grew up too fast and where i live, i’m expected to act like an adult even though i’m not. it’s the only way i survive. so today when my mom went in for surgery i automatically assumed the role of Mom until she’s feeling better.

and i’m fine with cleaning a lot and taking care of everyone, but at the same time, i would love for someone to take care of me sometime. my two best friends used to be here for me, but recently one has been busy and the other has been distracted and acting weirdly. so i’m just shouldering these responsibilities, alone, with no one to talk to.

i wish i didn’t have to grow up so fast.