Tonight I am watching the snow fall under the street lights from the inside of a place that feels much too nice to feel this low. I’m here working my second job, pushing myself harder than I know is healthy, but I’m not really sure what else to do. I’m lost, I don’t know how to be everything for everyone while still keeping enough of myself for me. So I lose myself in work, and in music never stopping long enough in one spot to dig deep. Even then though, I never really am far from my broken spots. I don’t know how to fix me, how to be at peace again instead of always feeling like I’m trying to catch up. I haven’t figured it all out yet, but I will continue to try. I want to and need to, so many people depend on me. I’ll get this one step at a time.
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